I do not ask for acceptance or understanding. I only ask for an open mind. I know it's hard to comprehend what we have, difficult to fathom why I'm in this relationship. I do not have the answers, I do have explanations but this I know, he makes me happy. He understands me, accepts me and all my faults, gives me something I have not felt or even knew existed. He made me smile and laugh again. Yes, our relationship is not perfect. It never will be. It is not ideal. It is something, even I had hard time accepting. But it is real. I might be wrong. It may not last for a long time. I know that. I am prepared for that. But right now, it is what I choose. And I know you are not ready to understand and accept. All I ask for is that you be open-minded to the possibility that I might be right in choosing him, in sticking to this thing we have. I can take the jokes and the criticisms. But I need for you to at least show me that there is room for acceptance that I might be right. I…
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Daniel Bedingfield's If You're Not the One
Yet another cheesy song from the boyfriend... IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE by Daniel Bedingfield If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why…
The Cheesiest Songs
A few months ago, I was given a list of YM IDs by a Manila-based gamer. I was to contact and interview those on the list for my gaming blog. Most of the gamers graciously accepted my request to be added in their YM list. Most of them were eager to chat with me. One, however, was arrogant and annoying. Ria's YM Request: Hi! This is Ria of DotAStrategy.com. "Person" gave me your YM ID. I would like to interview you for my blog. Arrogant Gamer: Who are you? Why did you add me? Who gave you my ID? Ria: Ria of DotAStrategy.com. "Person" gave me your YM ID. I would like to interview you for my blog. Arrogant Gamer: Oh. K! After a while, Arrogant Gamer suddenly kept on bugging me by sending me "Khulet!" messages via YM. One time, I was bored and answered by telling him he was the "Kulit!" one and not me. For a time, we chatted over YM constantly. Then, we exchanged cellphone numbers to set a match game between his team and my team. One day, he was bugging me about my favorite songs. Then, he bugged me to search for his favorite…
Ria and the Boyfriend Part 3
Thru SMS... Ria: How was your game last night? BF: We lost. R: Aw. I hope you win in the tournament tom. BF: Yeah. I hope we will be champs. R and BF: {more DotA talk} BF: Text you later. I'll go wash the dishes then eat. R: Ok. After a few minutes... through YM... Ria: HOY! BF: Toinkz! R: I thought you were washing the dishes? HULI KA! (I caught you!) BF: I finished already. R: LIER! LIER! LIER! Haha... BF: LOL! You're crazy! LOL! Labo! I know I should be angry but I'm not. AMF!
Happy Ria is Boring Blogger Ria
I have just concluded that I don't really blog a lot when I'm not all emo, angsty, and shit. I was boring today. I woke up late, went to the mall to do some G-Cash transactions. Globe Suckage ended at Day 2, thank God! Then to make myself feel better, I decided to treat myself to some salon services. I've been very busy with the wedding (that is not mine), and some speaking engagements (CHAR!) so I decided to have my first ever foot spa and it was relaxing. I also had a manicure and a pedicure. When the boyfriend sent me message, I was kinda bitchy, and all "I think I'd like to fight with you today." But he was in a good mood and didn't give me anything to blog about. He ignored my pettiness, then sent an SMS again in the evening telling me he's not angry at me. Ang bait naman! I came here at Basti's at around 4 pm, and started working. Just didn't feel like working in the office today, and well, it was not good for my diet. The bottomless iced tea is adding inches to my waist. AMF! So anyway, I know…
Ria and the Boyfriend Part 2
R: Huhu... I think I'm gaining weight again. BF: Take Fitrum. R: Huh?! BF: Para looking wow! R: AMF! Days later... R: Being a wedding coordinator is fun but stressful. BF: You're doing a lot of things already. R: I know. I want to do a lot of things. BF: Take Centrum. R: LOL! Ang kulit!!!