I was excited to watch a movie today. The last movie I watched in a cinema was... Transformers. Yeah, I'm a loooser! Anyway.... Kuya Andrew and I watched I am Legend featuring Will Smith. It was a good movie with a nice concept and a bad ending. The visuals were ok, the story had good potential but the ending was well... ah, eh... uhmmm... I don't know.
Goal: Lose 15 Pounds
I've been binging the past few days. I have just realized that I eat too much when I do a lot of things. I am going to be a bridesmaid at a wedding at the end of February. THIS! IS! NOT! GOOD! I have to lose at least 10 pounds before the wedding, and 5 more after it. Hmmm.... Suggestions?
All I Want
There are times such as this one when I envy other people. I don't like who they are, what they do, what they have... but I want to be them because they are happy. Despite who they are, and what they do, they enjoy themselves and have people, who, for certain, accept and love them no matter what. I guess that's what I really want, all I need, what I should aim for 2008, be happy no matter what. I know it's a long shot. And I am finding it hard to choose to be happy right now. But there must be some way that I can finally stop being jealous of people I don't even like with lives and morals I do not want.
Appreciation and Criticism
I know I've made a lot of mistakes and did a lot of things wrong. But I know deep in my heart, I did everything I was supposed to do and on some occasions, even exceed what was required of me. I never asked for anything in return. I do not expect a thank you or a pat on the back because I know I had to do it. Sana lang hindi puro pagkakamali ang mapuna, hindi puro kakulangan ang mapansin, hindi puro negatibo ang masabi. Because I know, despite everything I did wrong, I also did a lot of things right.
Keeping Quiet
Because there are some people who don't think they ever do anything wrong... Because there are times when speaking up will only lead to bigger discussions and fights... Because I know it will not change anything... Because the pain won't go away even when I speak up... Because even if you are wrong, you don't admit it... I am keeping quiet... ...for both our sakes. ...to keep the peace. ...so there will be no arguments.
Boys LOOOVE To Talk About Others Too
Two proofs that guys are just as chismoso as girls... no matter how hard they try to deny it... R - Ria PROOF #1: Via email exchange: K: Are you really coming here for the tournament? BTW, N told me you're a terror. R: HUH? A few weeks after via YM... R: K told me you told him I was a terror. N: .... R: True? N: No. PROOF #2: Via SMS: C: Hi! R: Hi! C: D told me you're sexier now. R: HUH?! Chance meeting at a bar: R: Hoy! C told me you told him I'm sexier now?!?!?! D: Who's C? R: You know... C of Team A! D: ... R: {walked away} D: It's true anyway! LOLOLOL! Mga chismoso!!!