It's 5 am. I can't sleep. I finished my iBlog presentation a few hours ago. Been doing some last minute blogging tasks. Just finished chatting with a friend... and now I'm crying. It hit me... been waiting for this moment for months. Now it's here. But things have changed significantly. And there's really nowhere to go but forward. But this moment now, I wish I can go back and change just one bit of time so the next moments would be better. DAMN DAVID COOK! DAMN MARIAH CAREY! DAMN!!! {Thing is when I started crying... I thought... this is sooo BLOGGABLE! I SHOULD BLOG THIS! LOL!}
Tag: ex-boyfriend
The Rejz Ria Forever Fans Club
Had a meeting with my team yesterday lunch and chismoso concerned boys that they are they pried why I had puffy and dark eyebags and extra chinita eyes. So they were one of the first ones to know what happened. Last night, the team had a game and wonder of wonders... the ex was online and wanted to be a game observer. My team, again being "concerned" and all, chatted with him and teased him mercilessly. We now even have a "Rejz Ria Forever Fans Club" (RRFFC) founded by SubangKyut and Sarte. LOL! The ex was really a good sport. We actually have a better relationship now, very friendly. Weird! And we're actually ok. Not in a showbiz "we are civil towards each other" way. It's like he's now one of my best friends. ;) I guess we'll never be the same, and we can never have the same relationship. We did come out of it hurt but not bitter and angry. For somebody who has never had a break-up before... that's quite an achievement, I think. If you are interested in joining the RRFFC, comment below with your name, mailing address, suking tindahan, and proof of purchase. :P
David Cook's Always Be My Baby
And this one's from me to him... Oh diba? I think the world knew I needed a good break-up song that's why it conspired to have David Cook sing it on American Idol. And if I just ruined the song for you... suck it b*tch! Kidding! Ria is emo... please bear with it. :)
The End
Because it all started with two cheesy songs... it had to end with more cheesy songs. This one's from him to me... I'm Gonna Be Around by Michael Learns to Rock No need for lyrics coz it's karaoke version y'all. Seriously though... it's so sad. We had a funny break-up. Not really funny in a laugh out loud way... just funny in an unexplainable way. Thanks for the memories! And they were great! ;)