From Friends to…

Sometimes you think you have chemistry with a person but when the relationship develops from friendship to more than friendship... WEIRD LANG! People always say the best relationships are found or starts out with friendship. There's this guy you see... we've been friends for months and I have been quite closey-closey to him thinking he wasn't and wouldn't be interested in something more. But lately... things have been different. I don't usually read between the lines or assume things but this one's different. I know, definitely know, he's interested. And it's weirding me out. We've been fine, very much ok, more than fine as friends, as buddies. Bakit kasi eh... I really don't get how we got from there to here, from being friends to this awkward place we're in right now. My friend is saying it must be my weight loss. (unsure) Maybe I am not really mature when it comes to these things. You see... I'm the kind of girl who categorizes guys. On this corner are my guy friends. If you get close enough to me, you are a close guy friend with whom I will probably never have any romantic eklavus with. And on the other…

When Is Enough Enough?

I've heard and been witness to some bizarre and convoluted love stories, and have even been part of a few. I have witness how hearts have been crushed to bits and how some stories do have happy endings. One thing I've learned about life and love is knowing when to say no, when to quit, when to realize that something is too much. In poker, it's knowing when to fold. I've had a friend who tried, for the longest time, in weird and sweet ways, to catch the attention of a girl. He even studied hard and worked really hard just to be on the honor roll so the girl would notice him. He graduated as one of the top ten in the batch, but he didn't get the girl. He loved the girl so much that when his mother told him there are many other fish in the sea (tired cliche, I know), he told her "but *insert girl's name* is the only girl I want." Poor guy didn't know how to quit, and he suffered for it. And then there's this cousin of mine, who after years with being with her first boyfriend, broke up with him. Fact…

This is How I Love

Alternate Title: The Way I Play DotA and Poker is Also The Way I Love Subtitle: P*TANG INA! SATC and Grey's Anatomy Marathons are EEEVIL! I'm a pretty aggressive person who does and say things when and how I want to do and say it. I curse more than the average person, and I go out and do things that my relatives aren't proud of. In fact, they cringe at most of the things I do. One recent conversation with my relatives pointed to me as having inherited most, if not all, of the bad habits of my aunts and uncle: academic underachievement, drinking, gambling, and more. I'm a bad girl, I know. But when it comes to love, I am no bad girl and no aggressor. I love the way I play DotA. As a DotA player, I play support most of the time. I take care of my teammates and make sure they look and perform well. And by golly, I am the same way in most relationships. I'm a nurturer. I take care of people. (SHUDDAP!) I make sure they eat on time, do things the right way, and do the things they have to accomplish. I…

Top Lopez Shares Another Strategy

Before Top Lopez (of Team ChiLL and DC Clan) gave this kick-ass piece of dating advice, he gave the broken-hearted boys this tip: Win her over with a Puzzle Buy a 1,200 piece puzzle. This puzzle should be a puzzle of her favorite scenery or her favorite cartoon character. Build the puzzle. Ask your cousins, friends, and other people to help you complete the puzzle. Take out one of the pieces in the center of the puzzle. Frame the puzzle. Make sure the the frame can be dismantled without destroying the completed puzzle. Wrap the puzzle nicely.. Put the remaining piece in an envelope with a note saying this: Every piece of the puzzle is a piece of my life. This piece represents you. It is up to you to complete my life, or not. Give the puzzle and the note to the girl. HUZZAH! What's more romantic that emotional blackmail y'all?! LOL! PS To my future/potential boylets, bfs, papables, please do not even dare do this to or for me. KTHNXBAI!

I Like You

See my YM Status message? That's for you. I don't know you well, but I like what I see and know. It might because you're sooo geeky adorable. Or maybe I'm just lonely and desperate. You're not hot. But dammit your glasses are so geeky, they make me want to make out with you. And your smile... that smile is so cute. You are oblivious to the fact that weird girls like me like you. I like that. You don't have any airs, and while you sometimes get caught up with excitement, you always apologize for being rude even if I didn't think you were rude. And goddamit! YOU LIKE MATH! What more can I say, I wanna have your babies. Let's multiply! :D YEYEYE! Integration of You + Me = geeky babies! One unassuming smile from you can make my day. But since you're far, I look at your photos. Not the entire day, I'm busy noh! But yeah, I steal time to look at you, your intense look when pressured, and your smile when you're happy. And know what, I'll be better than your ex. :P You're such a geek, you won't probably know this is about you.…

Moments Like This

It's 5 am. I can't sleep. I finished my iBlog presentation a few hours ago. Been doing some last minute blogging tasks. Just finished chatting with a friend... and now I'm crying. It hit me... been waiting for this moment for months. Now it's here. But things have changed significantly. And there's really nowhere to go but forward. But this moment now, I wish I can go back and change just one bit of time so the next moments would be better. DAMN DAVID COOK! DAMN MARIAH CAREY! DAMN!!! {Thing is when I started crying... I thought... this is sooo BLOGGABLE! I SHOULD BLOG THIS! LOL!}